Thursday, August 19, 2004
8:38 PM
im back!actualli didnt wan to be back one..but nvm la..juz check mi mail..4 days nv check mail got 26 mails..pro rite?hahaz..coz of the mani and mani 5566 msn grp mail..hahaz..hmm..dunno y..i like very scared to come online..n i dunno y..issit scared to see him?weird..but nvm..hmm..today..hows mi day..terrible n horrible and all kinda stuff u can find to describe it..okie..today got maths till 4.45 like tat..come out..then so worried for some 2 ppl tat i cried lor..first time i so worried over some ppl tat i cried..it juz wasnt them..+ bf n yew king..n him..u know wad..i felt like..they didnt treasure wad they have..is like..mi n yana felt as if we were yew kings..u get wad i mean?then we knew how the other party felt..yana couldnt change..mi?isnt it juz too late?these few days..it seemed as if i got worse..i hardly survive thru the 6++ period in the evening n i dunno y..at nite..cried..realli cried emotionally again..wads happening to mi?today..realli very sad..sad until..i have no expression at all in mi face?i think so..then it was so obvious..hmm..tml oral..very scared..feeling the pressure soon..n by tml..i'll be nervous..again..haiz..life sharks..
